As in a mirror dimly.

There is a good chance that one of my greatest abilities, is also one of my greatest downfalls, and that is my self-awareness.

I am very aware of myself. I can pick out where feelings come from most often than not. I can detect the source of emotions and reactions and decide if they are appropriate or not. Often they are not. I am a feel before think person. I'm not enjoying my feelings lately. I can't find their source.

I don't' know what I'm saying. All I know is that right now everything looks so dark. And I so badly need some light.